What I Don't Have

is just one thing but very glaring. I just overheard a phone conversation between a couple today. Very playful, very into each other.

It made me bow my head and cry.

I left my phone in the office today. Not that anybody's gonna call me no chance it will be stolen such an old model it is. I'm more worried about missing the alarm when it's time to get up for work tomorrow morning.

What's the meaning of all these anyway? Am not a loving wife. Am not a cutthroat bitch. Am not corporate savvy. Not thrilled to rescue the world from suffering either. Gainful employment doesn't solve everything. On the contrary, unemployment was the best thing that has happened so far but that is not sustainable for the rest of my life.

Life.

Have tried it thus far. Not my cup of tea.