Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Balance

I have trouble expressing anger.

Oh it's easy to spew bilous venom online. But if you knew me personally, I am passive aggressive.

Such a nice person, they say but really it's like my insides are pock-marked with cancerous rage. Most of the time it is controlled within an expressionless facade, now and then it it is veiled with witty retorts, on rare occasions it erupts to the surface - the skin is just the overlying membrane and clothes another layer over the skin.

Oh yes, rebuke follows. It's wrong to show temper. Unbecoming. Internalization. Externalization. Whatever works. I am not picky.

1 comments:

james said...

Hmmm ... I don't believe in keeping things to myself; it will come out one way or another, verbally, emotionally or thro my body language. It's supposed to be good and healthier that way; won't get goitre, gastritis etc. We need to 'ventilate' or else our eyeballs will start swelling; check your eyeballs! hee2.